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LMAO.

After swimming in one of my all time fav. blog allkpop.com talking about how VIP (Big Bang Fans) feels upset about their idol group, Big Bang, something interesting came from one of the comment from smileyTart:

“they’re not gonna break up. TT” they have a new album coming out next month well mini and in october and full length album.

Seung ri dances the best there

i don’t know why i bother reading this shhhiiiittsz

LOL. I grinned, smiled, and then laughed out loud to myself. Eh, Why am I bother reading something like this? This whole times, I’ve been swimming all the web and blog reading about K-Drama, K-Pop, K-Music, K-Movies non-stop 24/7. From DBSK, Wondergirl vs SNSD, Big Bang, BOA, and many more, until I get really bored to the extent that I feel myself useless. Really! I don’t understand why I keep myself reading all of those stuff. Ya! I like it! I admit it!

Actually, there was a post @soompi mentioning 117 Signs and Reasons that You’re Too Obsessed With Korean Celebs:

117 Reasons and Signs of Excessive Fandom. Signs that you have become too obsessed or have been victim of fandom obsession

BECAUSE: YOU WILL TRAVEL ACROSS THE GLOBE JUST TO SEE THEM PERF. BIG BANG AND JAPAN HERE I COME.

BECAUSE: YOU BUY THEIR ALBUM REGARDLESS. EVEN IF YOU CAN’T UNDERSTAND A
THING. EVEN IF IT SUCKS.

BECAUSE: YOU DON’T CARE IF THEY LIPSYNC

BECAUSE: YOU DYE YOUR HAIR AND LOSE WEIGHT BECAUSE YOUR FAVORITE ARTIST LIKES DYED HAIR AND SKINNY ANOREXIC GIRLS

BECAUSE: YOU DREAM ABOUT MARRYING THEM.

BECAUSE: YOU WRITE FANFICS ABOUT YOURSELF AND YOUR FAVORITE ARTISTS ( I LOVE FF BTW)

BECAUSE: YOU SPEND HOMEWORK TIME MAKING POSTERS FOR YOUR ARTIST’S UPCOMING CONCERT

BECAUSE: YOU BUY THE SAME BRANDS THAT YOUR FAVORITE ARTISTS WEAR.

BECAUSE: YOU SPEND YOUR YOUTH IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER WATCHING MUSIC VIDEOS

BECAUSE: YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS WILL TRAVEL ACROSS THE COUNTRY JUST SO YOU CAN ATTEND ALL THE CONCERT DATES FOR THEIR TOURS

BECAUSE: YOU ARE WILLING TO FLY OVER TO KOREA AND ENROLL IN THE SAME UNIVERSITY AS THEM

BECAUSE: YOU ARE WILLING TO SKIP PROM AND GO SEE THEM IN CONCERT (NO PROM FOR ME THIS YEAR. HB 2008 BABY)

BECAUSE: YOU SAVE YOUR PAYCHECK FOR THOSE OVERPRICED CONCERT DVDS AND POSTERS. (THANK GOD FOR BIRTHDAYS AND CHRISTMAS HUH?)

BECAUSE: YOU DON’T CARE ABOUT SCHOOL OR STUDYING. IT’S ALL ABOUT STAYING UP LATE AND WATCHING YOUR FAV. ARTIST AT THE MKMF

BECAUSE: YOU GO TO THE SAME RESTAURANT

BECAUSE: YOU LEARN KOREAN JUST SO YOU CAN SAY “WILL YOU MARRY ME”

BECAUSE: YOU SUPPORT AND LOVE THEM SO MUCH YOU ARE WILLING TO LOSE YOUR SOCIAL LIFE

BECAUSE: JUST SEEING THEM MAKES YOU HAPPY

BECAUSE: YOU WANT TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM

BECAUSE: YOU ARE TOO POSSESSIVE OVER DBSK, SUJU, BIG BANG AND ETC. ( HANDS OFF, DAESUNG IS MINE)

BECAUSE: YOU ARE TOO OBSESSED.

BECAUSE: YOU HAVE ARCHIVED ALL OF THEIR PERFORMANCES AND PICTURES.

BECAUSE: YOU WILL TUNE IN TO THEIR RADIO BROADCASTING EVEN IF THE TIME ZONES ARE DIFFERENT

BECAUSE: YOU STAYED UP EVERYDAY AND WATCHED THE AWARD FESTIVALS (GOOD MEMORIES MAN)

BECAUSE: YOU STAYED AWAKE FOR 24 HOURS JUST TO FINISH THEIR DRAMA (BI AND FULLHOUSE…. GOOD TIMES MAN)

BECAUSE: YOU WANT TO LIVE IN KOREA JUST SO YOU CAN SEE THEM EVERYDAY

BECAUSE: YOU ARE WILLING TO BUY TICKETS THAT ARE SOLD AT THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS ABOVE THE ORIGINAL VALUE JUST SO YOU CAN SEE THEM IN CONCERT.

Obviously, there were more than that! But I just quoted things that I found perfectly describe myself and funny. LOL!

But then it lead me to thinking for those (well, it could be that I’m included) “Number 1” Fan, they can turn out into something really creepy. Seriously,

Check this video from Fan-Epik High

Epik High – Fan (english) lyrics

Oh! (Even if I can’t have you)
Even if it’s only in my mind
(Even if I can’t touch you)
Even if it’s only a meaningless dream
(Even if I can’t talk to you)
Even if I hide and watch from far away
(You know I do)
I love you
(Even if you don’t know who I am)
Oh baby don’t you know, you don’t even know my name
I spend my sleepless nights gazing at you
Oh so beautiful, your solo picture clutched in my hand
The heartbreak of my crazy love buried in the cheers of the world
You’re not even listening, you wouldn’t even know if I died
Even in your next life you will live without knowing who I am
I want you so bad and it’s too late to turn back
Even tonight I want to kiss you so I clutch my pillow tight
Today is our first meeting right?
Only you have this sort of dialogue
Again today I talk to your retreating figure
It’s always the same thing but still I give a nervous hello
Even though the whole world’s stops listening, I only need you to hear me
The further you are the hardened my heart becomes, please listen to me
Farther, and farther, fortune works wherever
Will I be able to see you? (Tell me)
Oh! (Even if I can’t have you)
Even if it’s only in my mind
(Even if I can’t touch you)
Even if it’s only a meaningless dream
(Even if I can’t talk to you)
Even if I hide and watch from far away
(You know I do)
I love you
(Even if you don’t know who I am)
Darling, why are you not smiling today?
It would be nice if it was not a big problem
I couldn’t look at your face filled with anxiety
It would be better if I was in pain but the impossibility of that brings regret
Hold me, the one who could respond to your question of “how are you?”
Can’t come close, can’t touch, you’re the one I can’t hold
I’m going to go meet you tonight in my dreams
Even if in my dreams everyone ridicules my love
Even though everyone says I am crazy and the entire world disappears
Babe you belong to me, but why are the worthless multitudes talking you away?
No, there is no way. I’ll make you see only me
I’ll give you everything, I’ll make your lips meet mine, I’ll go get the world and give it to you
I’ll make it so you can never leave me, I’ll keep you in my sunken heart
You are My star, I’m your no.1 fan
Baby please, take my hand
Oh! (Even if I can’t have you)
Even if it’s only in my mind
(Even if I can’t touch you)
Even if it’s only a meaningless dream
(Even if I can’t talk to you)
Even if I hide and watch from far away
(You know I do)
I love you
(Even if you don’t know who I am)
Boys and Girls in a crazy love say oh! oh! oh!
Boys and Girls in a stupid love say oh! oh! oh!
Boys and Girls in a meaningless love say oh! oh! oh!
Boys and Girls in a love like mine say oh! oh! oh!
Even if you don’t know who I am!!

Basically this song is all about a girl who is a “number one” fan of a boy-band. She got really obsessed with the band that she decided to kidnap him so that she can have him all to herself. Eventually he tries to kill himself. This is when she realizes she cant have him all to herself and sets out to set him free in this case on the back of a huge rocket she realizes that this isnt the right way and in her hand she tries to push the button to stop it again but it doesnt work and he dies.

LOL!

I hope that I’m not those creepy fans who would like to kidnap the idol and eventually kill them without I even realized.

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So, I was supposed to delete my previous entries about the introduction and the later, but those two were just too precious that I decided to keep it for later reference, if any. And right now, I really want to make a new start, like, a real start, a new baby. Puf, probably we’re all bored about me coz I kept saying that I would write, yes, definitely would write something, but I kept dragging on and eventually ended up ignoring my blog. So, I really hope that this time, I wouldn’t be as ignorant as before.

This summer, almost a year I live in US, leaving my beloved country Indonesia (thanks Allah, Mom, and Dad for allowing me to go back to Indonesia this July). This summer also, except working for almost 7 hours per day, I usually spend my time reading other people’s blog, watching movie, youtube-ing, shopping, playing game, and stuff. But most importantly, I’ve been stuck into reading blog about Korean and Japanese Entertainment Industry, all about Korean Music, Korean Movie, Korean Drama, Korean Reality Show, and many more that right now I feel myself knowing more about korean latest news than my own country. I have tried hard enough looking for news from my country by setting up my firefox homepage in Kompas.com, but still, It’s not as interesting as reading those hallyu entertainment industry with tons of gorgeous looking boy and girl. It must be somewhere in “that world” that there exist an “interesting” blog or writing about “something” from my country!! Damn, I really don’t know what kind of syndrome is this? Homesick??

So, hopefully, really hopefully, that in the later post, I can write something related to my country, as I really want to see my country developing. By using so little sources, I wish that I can be adequate enough compare to those blogs I’ve been reading a lot! ANd by using so little knowledge, I will always comparing my country to the one I’ve been always paid attention: Korean and Japan.

OH YEAH, KEEP COMPARING, IN A GOOD WAY!

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